The last couple of weeks have been really hard. Josh has been very anxious and panicky. He goes between this and being very violent and angry. Sometimes I just wish I could fix it. The problem that makes him so upset. The problem is I don't know what the problem is. Somewhere in his little brain he has a problem, an imbalance. I can;t fix that. I can pray which I do every day for wisdom. His therapist wants us to wean him off all dairy, red food die and yellow food die. This is to maybe hellp with some behaviors. I will try anything at this point before new medications are introduced. We have already tried so many. The side effects from new meds can be very hard and quiet devastating. I really hope this works because I am not sure what to do next. We have a follow up appointment at the behavioral Peditrician at UCI next month so hopefully we will see some improvement by then. If we don't then we might need to try a new med. YUCK!!! Josh also can be very loving and sweet so I don't want people to think that he is always this way. Just a lot of the time. I love him with all my heart and I would not trade being his mom for anything in the world.
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